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can’t stop, won’t stop.. sorry, back to the subject. So I’m on week 12 of working my asylum case. I was suppose to hear back 2 weeks ago regarding my finger prints from the FBI. We’re waiting on what my status in the US is. Even though I’m undocumented, I was deported when I was 15 and may be worse off then just an undocumented person. Depending on what my sentence was it may determine my outcome of my case. I don’t remember what they said to us, I just remember trying my hardest not to cry as I translated the paperwork to my mother. Words would come out of my mouth but all I can remember was ‘stay strong, don’t cry or else mom will cry and if she cries I will hit one of these ICE officers’.
There’s a good possibility that we all signed paperwork stating that we were being deported and thus penalized and not allowed back in the US for 10 years.
If that’s the case, I don’t have a case anymore. My lawyers will unfortunately drop me. Even worse, I will be searched for and placed in removal proceedings by ICE. So many things bother me about this, not that I’ll get sent back but that I’m being held responsible for something I signed for when I was 15. I’ve heard of kids in the US committing murder and having it wipe off their records at 18, fucking murder. But I’ll be held responsible for basically being intimidated to sign this paperwork, something I did 11 years ago. I don’t know what any other 15 year old would have done. I remember the ICE agents telling my mother that if she didn’t sign that we would be arrested and placed in camps and if we lost which was most likely the case we would then be placed in foster care while she was to serve an 8 month jail sentence. She signed and she made us sign to keep us together.
You have one year from the moment you enter the country to seek political asylum, if you do not then you no longer qualify for it, however, under special circumstances an extension is allowed. We sought my special circumstances as me having post traumatic stress disorder. Several events occurred after re-entering the US that can validate my post traumatic stress disorder. However, because we may have signed this 10 year penalty and we did not seek asylum within that year, it’s all pointless.
If I am dropped and lose my case I refuse to be sent back, the system is broken. You can not hold me liable for something that I signed when I was 15. I will fight it. Sad to say that only when you’re a natural born citizen are your mistakes wiped clean but when you’re born in any other country, you are forever marked as a criminal.